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Then i came home to a letter from Sarah. i was so excited. i didn't expect to hear from her this soon. It wasn't a long letter but a letter no less. She included one for me and one for Catherine. We promptly both wrote her back and sent stamps at her request lol.
Then i got to spend the afternoon with Sir and the lovely Miss W. Thank You Sir for including me in Your conversation. It was a fun afternoon. i really enjoyed getting to know her a little. We've never really talked much. It was great. i always enjoy watching You be playful.
Lots of other stuff going on around here but i'll let that go fo another post.
gidget
love
Sally
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| You scored as Submissive (((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.)))
It feels good to serve. A lack of control in the bedroom can be fun and relaxing. Being with a dominant person wouldn't be a bad idea.
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For the last 2 days i have bellyached about missing out on stuff because i was stuck out here in "Fucking Newark". So now when i really want to be in Columbus the cars wont start. blah blah blah blah!
Other than that i have been working on my new limits lists. Having much fun doing that. It really surprises me how much i have learned in the last year. i felt so unsure when i did it before not having any real idea of what i would like or not. If You had just asked me i would have said not much has changed but really looking at the lists, i feel very secure in what i am saying by putting something on one list or the other. And there are many more things than before. Thank You Sir MK for the year of learning and growing and awesome experience.
all my love,
gidget
 | Love-a-Lot Bear |
- Mood:
pleased
- Mood:
reserved - Music:whatever is on QFM today
| You've Changed 52% in 10 Years |
 You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. |
I feel loved when...
The Five Love Languages
My Primary Love Language is Quality Time
| Quality Time: | 9 |
| Physical Touch: | 8 |
| Words of Affirmation: | 7 |
| Acts of Service: | 4 |
| Receiving Gifts: | 2 |
About this quiz
Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.
Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.
Love you both
g
- Mood:
at cause
i struggle every day. i struggle with making You wrong, i have it that if i really loved You i wouldn't do that. i struggle with not fair and poor me. If i were really transformed i wouldn't go there. i struggle with choosing. It should just be the easy natural choice, i shouldn't have to find it and choose. It's hard work. Struggle, struggle, struggle.
Oh wait, that's the power. That's the freedom. i know better. i get to know that i struggle instead of just letting the world rule me. i get to know that there is something else available. i get to live it.
This morning i am really present to who i was being laying there last night. In particular, who was i being that was different than the night before. In seeing that i realize that it's not really a choice but a creation that gives me the life i love. Yes in any moment where i'm present to anything other than magic and love, i can choose. i did that several times this morning. What's really awesome is that right now i can create how it's going to go before i find myself someplace i don't want to be. That is really a magical life. i can create being appreciative of You and this life or i can find myself swimming in poor me. The real choice comes long before that. When i say how it's going to go.
Thank You for Your love and grace. Thank You for forever.
gidget
- Mood: at cause
Today i am thankful for this amazing life. It really is magical and yummy.
gidget
- Mood:
horny - Music:Chariots Rise
Today is just a post to post. Nothing earthshattering has happened. i got lots done first thing in the morning and slowed down as i went. Got a load of dishes, laundry done and took a shower all before i took catherine to school. did a couple more loads of laundry and played with the fabric for the kilt a little. Went to the store and got stuff for dinner, breakfasts and lunch. Mostly just chatted and played online. i'm really tired and tonight would be a really good night to just cuddle.
love,
gidget
- Mood:
tired
Thank you for loving me.
- Mood:
embarrassed
Some days it's really hard to see the magic. I know it's there. Sometimes, that's all i get is knowing:
it's magical because of the people in my life that take the crap in my head over and over again.
it's magical because they only want me to be the very best that i can be.
it's magical because they only want me to be happy.
it's magical because we say so.
i'm worried about not being my word and yet i'm willing to give up on a magical life. There is no greater out integrity than knowing that i get to say it's a magical life and pretending that it's anything else.
- Mood:finally at cause
